Well I am officially into the single digit-week countdown with baby #2! Saturday marked 31 weeks of pregnancy with this little girl. AHHH… I can’t believe we are already here. Where did the time go?
It’s funny how the concept of time is never constant. I remember when I was pregnant with Ian feeling like time was absolutely dragging. I couldn’t wait to meet my little boy and every day felt unbearably long. And then, of course, he was 10 days overdue, so that didn’t help.
But now, with this new baby, I feel like my time has just evaporated. Maybe it’s because in addition to work and the pets and the house (everything I had to deal with during my first pregnancy), I also have an extremely lively and rambunctious 2 year old ruling my life. My evenings and weekends are full of Ian, and I love that- but it also means that time goes skipping along at an incredible pace. SLOW DOWN, darn it!!
It also means that I’ve had significantly less pre-baby documentation time. Or maybe I’ve had the time but have just been too tired (er…lazy??) to actually follow through. With Ian, I took belly pictures every week and tried to jot down a few thoughts each week about how I was feeling and what was happening with my pregnancy. This time around, I’ve only taken a handful of photos (sorry baby #2- you are not loved any less, I promise!), and I’ve only had the time to jot down just a few fleeting thoughts and feelings. I feel a little guily, but then I am off doing something else that demands my time and attention and my guilt receeds- at least for a while.
Fortunately, I’ve at least recognized that I’m having this issue. And that means that when I do have some time to breathe, I’m trying to use it more effectively and efficiently. I have a nursery to refresh and make ready for a little girl, after all, and that does take time and energy. I already have it planned out, and I’ve slowly started making progress on the execution. With 9 weeks to go, I should have plenty of time (if I don’t procrastinate!) to get it all done before this little girl makes her arrival. So, baby girl, I can’t wait to meet you- but, please, don’t rush. Please- hang out until your due date (or close to it), so that I can finish getting your room and our lives ready for you. I still have a lot of things to get done before you get here.